{"id":182,"date":"2009-04-06T23:59:08","date_gmt":"2009-04-07T04:59:08","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/beatrice.com\/wordpress\/2009\/04\/07\/da-powell-confessions\/"},"modified":"2009-04-07T00:13:05","modified_gmt":"2009-04-07T05:13:05","slug":"da-powell-confessions","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/beatrice.com\/wordpress\/2009\/04\/06\/da-powell-confessions\/","title":{"rendered":"D.A. Powell, &#8220;confessions of a teenage drama queen&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" id=\"image181\" src=\"http:\/\/beatrice.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/04\/da-powell.jpg\" alt=\"da-powell.jpg\" \/><\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p>I was a male war bride. I was a spy<br \/>\nso I married an axe murderer. I married Joan<br \/>\nI married a monster from outer space<\/p>\n<p>I am guilty, I am the cheese, I am a fugitive from a chain gang<br \/>\nmaybe I&#8217;ll come home in the spring. I&#8217;ll cry tomorrow<br \/>\nwhose life is it anyway? it&#8217;s a wonderful life<\/p>\n<p>I want to live. I want someone to eat cheese with<br \/>\nwho am I this time? I am cuba. I am a sex addict<br \/>\nwhy was I born? why must I die? I could go on singing<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ll sleep when I&#8217;m dead. I know who killed me<br \/>\nI was nineteen, I was a teenage werewolf, just kill me<br \/>\nkiss me, kill me. kill me later. kill me again<\/p>\n<p>give me a sailor, if I had my way, I&#8217;d rather be rich<br \/>\nI wouldn&#8217;t be in your shoes. I wish I had wings<br \/>\nI wish I were in dixie (I passed for white) I was framed<\/p>\n<p>I was a burlesque queen, I was a teenage zombie<br \/>\nI was an adventuress, I was a convict, I was a criminal<br \/>\nI did it, I killed that man, murder is my beat, I confess<\/p>\n<p>(for David Trinidad)<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.powells.com\/partner\/29017\/biblio\/155597516X\"><i>Chronic<\/i><\/a> is the fourth collection from D.A. Powell; <i>Poetry<\/i> magazine has run several poems from this collection, including &#8220;<a href=\"http:\/\/www.poetryfoundation.org\/archive\/poem.html?id=178537\">crossing into canaan<\/a>,&#8221; &#8220;<a href=\"http:\/\/www.poetryfoundation.org\/archive\/poem.html?id=178535\">corydon &#038; alexis<\/a>,&#8221; &#8220;<a href=\"http:\/\/www.poetryfoundation.org\/archive\/poem.html?id=178536\">corydon &#038; alexis, redux<\/a>,&#8221; and &#8220;<a href=\"http:\/\/www.poetryfoundation.org\/archive\/poem.html?id=181595\">republic<\/a>.&#8221; See also the earlier poems &#8220;[<a href=\"http:\/\/www.thebluemoon.com\/poetry\/dpowell.shtml\">listen mother, he punched the air: I am not your son dying<\/a>]&#8221; from <i>Blue Moon Review<\/i> and &#8220;[<a href=\"http:\/\/bostonreview.net\/BR26.5\/powell.html\">dogs and boys can treat you like trash. and dogs do love trash<\/a>]&#8221; from <i>The Boston Review<\/i>.<\/p>\n<p>In <a href=\"http:\/\/southeastreview.org\/2009\/powell0402.php\">an interivew with <i>The Southeast Review<\/i><\/a>, Powell explains his belief that &#8220;much of art, and much of life, is simultaneously funny and horrifying&#8221;:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p>&#8220;Both humor and horror are expressions of the irrational. In either case, we\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re unable to make sense of events. Often, the triggering device in both humor and horror is exactly the same: surprise. It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s a terrible movie, but a good example: in <i>Lady Sings the Blues<\/i>, when Richard Pryor\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s character, Piano Man, dies, Diana Ross\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s character&#8230;  doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t know how to respond; she\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s uncertain as to whether Piano Man has really died or is just faking&#8230; Normally, we experience a surprise and then get to decide immediately whether it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s a good surprise or a bad surprise. Half the time I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m writing, I feel like Billie Holiday. The other half of the time, I feel like Diana Ross performing &#8216;Good Morning, Heartache.&#8217; I never know if I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m making people sad or making them laugh. Hopefully, it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s both, but I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ll settle for either.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I was a male war bride. I was a spy so I married an axe murderer. I married Joan I married a monster from outer space I am guilty, I am the cheese, I am a fugitive from a chain gang maybe I&#8217;ll come home in the spring. 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